The Stars Tell Their Own Story...

04:40 pm

I'll probebly be working my ass off this summer to pay of my civic, out to be fun !

its good to not have to bum my folks cars anymore...

i went to winston a few days ago to meet up with a friend of mine, i really had fun =)

Oh and Ash, Happy Birthday, I got you a card, just not sure when I'm gonna be able to see you to deliver it...

5:00 on a sunday, o soo much to do

@>-,--'--

09:07 pm

I'm back from Ohio.

That was some trip.

Had a good time, I learned some things too.

Pigs breath out their butts, and me and my brother get along really well when we are both tipsy, and there is absolutely nothing in Ohio. I've also realized that...holly shit...my cousin just got married...so...where does that leave me? I didn't really realize just how much older i was now since last time i saw him.

Congrats Glenn and Sarah (welcome to the family (hope you know what you jsut got yourself into))

09:35 pm - Sometimes...

I know that I shouldn't write about things, but theres part of me that thinks maybe that it would do me some good ina way. I'm ill right now, and i'm tired of it. My eyes are really screwed up, enough for me to want to tear them out with spoons. I'm sick of being tired too. I've started sleeping so much more. Nice naps though. I think thats alright, id on't really have anyhting else to do. i'd go out and hang out with my mall rat friends, but honestly i really don't like them all that much. They are boring. Liza and Laurie are great though. I can't wait for Liza and I to go show hopping. Fun time hopefully. I've got a wedding this weekend (to attend, not play a part in). I get to go out of state, which is fun. Stay at Holiday Inn and roam the hallways. Maybe i'll meet a cute girl or guy too (ehh?). Hopefully by then i'll be a little better. My nose is all runny and my throat is soar. Maybe when i come back i'll tell you guys about it. untill then, goodbye i guess.

10:13 pm

I'll try to keep you people informed the best I can

I've transfered to MySpace and i've met more new people there than i have on this stupid LJ. Fuck you LJ and fuck you people.

Love you, you self centered hipocrits :) *muah*

there should be links to my MySpace thinger somewhre in this journal, then go to my blogs (thats the journal over there) Horay for klondike bars

12:14 pm

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12:05 pm

So its come to this. Impossibly it seems. But its come to this. When ones love for another dwindles, fades, than supposedly sparks back up again even though the fire can't be lit again. As in this whole situation with me and me ex, my love. She says she still loves me, but its kills me that she can't be with me. Then you've the instance of my..agenda. I do nothing. Say nothing. I am nothing. Or so thats what you people make me seem and feel like. Its you, the drama keepers and gossip spreaders who should be the ones to take the burden the hardest. But instead i am, I did. Look where i am now. I hope you are still happy. Sacrafice is in order for you all to learna lesson perhaps. Don't judge me, and don't lie to me. Don't tell me you love me and not be with me, don't tell me you will be with me forver and then after so-and-so time break everything off with me. DOn't say you are my best freinds and go wanting to rip my arms off and beat me with them the next day. Do'nt roll up in one little firendly bundle, witha group of close friends who think they are better than everyone else. and don't join that bundle. you all have put soo much burder upon my already broken-repaired-and broken again heart. I just can't take it. You need to know just where every bit of waht you guys said and did led to. it led here. I hope you are all happy.

Current Mood: dead?

12:29 pm

12:23 pm - This Is Great

The roof the roof the roof is on fire
We don't need no water let the motherfucker burn
Burn motherfucker burn

Burn, burn, burn, burn

Just a little and nothing now it's over
Just a little and nothing now it's done
What you said, no, you're never gonna say again
In your own special way you tear me down

Sway - so hypnotic

Neither up nor down, just been turned and turned
It just sits inside so it burns and burns
If I can't decide what makes you hurt
In your own special way you tear me down

So ask me please, please

Give me something good, now
Something
Give me something good, now
Give me

Come sway this way

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Hey Cass, Might get done with my errands early so maybe we can dos oemthing today (hopefully ~ i really want to see you :)~)

Current Mood: bored

12:28 pm

i think when it comes down to it, all i really want is a girl that i can run away and be happy with. Just to cut my ties and bring someone along to hold and care for.

*needs to be cuddled with*

someone find me a blind date...

Current Mood: 1ºn+1ÿ

09:55 pm

Current Mood: lonely

06:46 pm

06:45 pm

Yeah, so... Prom saturday. I think i would have had more fun if i had gone with a group. Went in, introduced Cassie to a few people ( i know more people than i think i do). I was suprised Katelyn came up to me and chatted. She looked really great. I had a blast though. Cassie is alot of fun.



Spanx for comming, hope you had fun :)

Current Mood: *glee*

04:45 pm

This is my last post

Fuck you people

I hate most of you

say "Hello" sometimes

maybe when you pull your heads out your asses

dont everyone do it at once now

04:52 pm

I think when it comes down to it. Music is more important than breathing to most people. Someone told me the other day that someone was better than me bacause he listened to better music than i did. What the hell is that? You say your kind but you want me to die? wow your messed up. Thanks alot :) I like me now, so comfy. You helped, and you hurt. But thank you. You trully let me be me

<under construction3

Current Mood: amused

07:57 pm

What A §cene

When you're all wrong in the back of your mind again
How does it feel
When you drop down everything's all the same
Saccharine caffeine nicotine gum
Yeah it tastes sweet but it's not for long
And I just think youtouhgt it would be
When you're looking for truth on the cover of a magazie
How does it feel
When you find out what you're not gonna be
They give you your image and the things you believe
Open your eyes tell me what did you see
And I just think you thought it surreal

How does it feel when you're out on your own
And now it's too late to come home
And it's hard to be free when you're down on your knees
Take it easy till you make it alone
Now you're a supermarket punk rock television comedy
Otu on the scene
Yeah I bit down now there's no hand to feed
And all the beautiful images lining your wall
Pop radio screaming down the halls
Now you think you found something real
When it's all about money and the things that you need
Live a big lie and they all believe
Now I just find that somehow obscene

How does it feel when you're out on your own
And now it's too late to come home
And it's hard to be free when you're down on your knees
Take it easy till you make it alone
Take it easy till you make it alone
What a scene
Yeah
When it's been said before
And all been done
Take it easy till you make it alone
Take it easy till you make it alone

Current Mood: happy

09:23 pm

Mike has purpleishy black hair now

Cass,

I'm gonna miss you

Please please call me or write me or something. I'm glad your getting this vacation, enjoy it sweets :) I could use one too. When i get the collage done i'll get it sent to you me guesses. Its comming along pretty good so far (but this is only the first draft). Did i tell you about that kool-aid they have out...that makes your mouth go numb? Its f-ing crazy. Grape kool-aid is orgasmic.

but well...have a spiffy time Cass

Keep in touch

see you in three months

(looking forward to that pajama party ^_^)

*huggles and kissez*

Mike

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I've come to realize today. I've drifted from the path, perhaps far to perplexed (if thats the right word) by the beauty of the mother and the gifts of the father. I've stopped to smell this rose too long, the path is calling my name again, and i must reply. So i say by the next full moon, a re-dedication is in order. I've strayed away, its time to get on path. So i say to you mother hello and to you father hi, i am here again, with you and for you. Casting wings and dreaming winsicle things

Current Mood: artistic

06:27 pm

*dyes his hair*

10:12 pm

I'll comment to my own post again....

Current Mood: discontent

07:58 pm

The carnival leaves Saturday

Which means,

I get to see Cass

*glee*

06:03 pm - Not That Same At All

...not...at...all...

*so i'll hold these memories in a warm place, move on, and just deal with that fact that there is no getting YOU back*

<under construction3

Current Mood: tired